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Rude Awakening

by Rude Tuna

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1.
Obsequies 03:10
the age old voices of long dead men are abused by your holy to distort a young boy's head a fallible leader, who's words reign supreme are just exerting controls millions refuse to see crucify the dreams in everyone's head your the scum thats brainwashed satan speak your lies, you deserve to die as your false white god burns in his lies accept his truth without question you speak slander heres intervention accept his truth without question you speak slander heres intervention walk up to the alter so you shall receive the body and blood of your saviour he will cut up your nuns store em on the shelves bring you good life, bring you good health eat the flesh and blood, drink it down your swallowing it all without any doubt feel the light, is it saving you know? as your cold lifeless bodies burning in hell accept his truth without question you speak slander heres intervention accept his truth without question you speak slander heres intervention
2.
Dead End 03:47
theres a voice inside my head telling me i should be dead so why the hell should i go on, in this life i never want to be alive, whats it mean, just a blur, shitty dream all i seek is peace of mind but this world it isn't kind so i'm through listening the time for talk is done the most important decision of my life is by the rope or by the gun but i find it doesn't matter either way i'll be dead by the end of the day the greatest lie that's ever told is ever will be alright there's no way to know just sit and drink, try to make it through the night i felt myself left alone time and time again theres still no way i see it, for me its a dead end i think therefore i am how easily it may have seem i guess im tired of living so i guess im tired of being shrug it off and act ok and seem that all is well kiss my ass decarte, i hope you rot in hell the greatest lie that's ever told is ever will be alright there's no way to know just sit and drink, try to make it through the night i felt myself left alone time and time again theres still no way i see it, for me its a dead end now it's all been said it's time to go i know deep down i want to say no it's far too late to turn back now you say i can change i don't know how and all that's left is to take one step let gravity and the rope snap my neck maybe we will meet on the other side i can't be say i'll be proud of how i died the greatest lie that's ever told is ever will be alright there's no way to know just sit and drink, try to make it through the night i felt myself left alone time and time again theres still no way i see it, for me its a dead end
3.
i wish you'd come home but the truth is i'd rather be alone no one to answer to no phone with a dial tone can't you see, you're breaking our home thanks for the cash smoke your blast see you in week and fuck your tweaker act it's sad to see you dealer pays me in cash rocks don't feed families your pipe don't support me the worst thing is your lies put me to sleep can't you see that colman st. is killing me i'm out all night stuck on the streets as you stay in your crack rock dream no food in the pantry ratty shoes upon my feet we live in poverty rocks feed you, not me thanks for the cash smoke your blast see you in a week and fuck your tweaker act you weak minded fool, caught up in your spool it's sad to see you can't see reality rocks don't feed families your pipe don't support me the worst thing is your lies put me to sleep rocks don't mean nothin' when i'm fucking starving your pipe won't fix my broken hand the worst thing is that you fucked up and still your habits haven't let up i tried to save you but the problem is your stuck in the crack
4.
Vivace 02:19
doctor she's dyin' it's ok she's been lyin' her shrill shriek could wake the dead for god's sake put salt on the wound and drain the blood from her head come take this trip with me drive down this lonely street and you'll finally be set free you'll see what i mean your secrets safe with me i set your soul free it just has to be your secrets safe with me the wheels control i'm letting go now i'm in control she's got to go i see your face behind the cold shadow of a veil if i crash this car right now will you be able to tell i set your soul free it's eating up at me i see your dead eyes on the pavement of the street the wheels control i'm letting go now i'm in control she's got to go the wheels control i'm letting go now i'm in control she's got to go
5.
as these four walls come crashing down i won't be there i'm destroying the town hard to say but i can't help and i'd still let you drown make the world crack in half i'll sit back and laugh i will make blackouts occur you won't see the light of day, rest assured i've waited time and time again choosing demons and they still remain my only friends walk down this path in my shoes for the change living in darkness playing your measly life and my selfish game i swear i've seen would make all you normals go insane walk through hell, you'll see my face shall i set fires to burn for one day you all will learn creation comes with greed at high price when you've created demons dressed as knights i've waited time and time again choosing demons and they still remain my only friends walk down this path in my shoes for the change living in darkness playing your measly life and my selfish game i swear i've seen would make all you normals go insane walk through hell, you'll see my face walk through hell you'll see my face and in the end we will all be buried in the same place
6.
i think i've had enough i can't do this much longer the mob wears me thin, people to me are such a bother they make me feel on edge, there words and actions terror me god damnit all i really need is some space to breathe i'm barely hangin' on by a single thread why the fuck can't i get what i need i need some breathing room breathing room breathing room so piss off cause i'm running out of patience i'm burning up inside all i wants some freedom why the fuck is that a crime i'm feeling smothered why can't the world just let me be i never wanted to be part of this society my head just might split and me head just might shatter watching people climb up this social ladder stand out from the crowd, i won't be part of it at all especially when they've got my back against the wall i'm barely hangin' on by a single thread why the fuck can't i get what i need i need some breathing room breathing room breathing room
7.
i walk down this lonely street with blisters on my feet but i don't mind, my mind is half asleep with slow death, pressed between my lips but i could give a shit, i feel so unfit, in this sad world i am completely self-abused, for lack of a better use i know i don't fit in so i might as well just get out but believe me i've tried, several several times if there really is a god, why am i kept from moving on but why am i kept here trapped in fear far from tears, the veils not near yet everything i see is so unclear
8.
Let Down 02:18
i seem to be going down a road i've been on before trust is lost, it's gone right out the door i should of known better, should of known better than to believe in you i would of done better, i would of done better if i only knew i get built up, i get built up just to be, be let down i've been left out put six feet in the ground i've lost all faith in the human race there's no one i can trust but myself now it's someone new, telling me to rely on them it's funny just cause that's what they all say you can call me jaded, you can call me a cynic but this is what i've seen place your trust in no one all i can trust in is me i get built up, i get built up just to be, be let down i've been left out put six feet in the ground i've lost all faith in the human race there's no one i can trust but myself i get built up i get built up i get built up i get built just to be, be let down i've been left out put six feet in the ground i've lost all faith in the human race there's no one i can trust but myself
9.
playing in the backyard of the streets of LA as we put on a show 50 cent shots and the nitrous was filled we were ready to go we drank it all down and we took it all in we were getting restless theres nothing quite like this experience we live for this we're all here because we're not all there our release is what gets us through the weeks and through the years we're all here because we're not all there and nothing compares cease to assist, the van smells like piss when i leave home, will i be missed? constantly fighting, add all your diss my hands are clenched into a fist slinging aimlessly for sure not to miss falling out, do you feel death's kiss? the waters not cold so don't throw a fit the time is near come swim with the fish we're all here because we're not all there our release is what gets us through the weeks and through the years we're all here because we're not all there and nothing compares and then it gets louder and then it gets faster you feel your potential on the edge of disaster finally too loud, can't get much faster you feel your potential, come crashing down a deep breathe so i can steady my gaze a deep sigh as it all melts away lost in this trance like i've been here for days where am i now i feel i've lost my way (i don't feel anything anymore) i'm numb straight to the core (i don't feel anything anymore) my life is such a bore (i don't feel anything anymore) i'm used to the same old whore my mind and body are at a constant war we're all here because we're not all there our release is what gets us through the weeks and through the years we're all here because we're not all there and nothing compares and nothing compares we're all here because we're not all there
10.
E.S.A.D. 01:42
die die die eat shit and die i can't listen to a thing you say die die die eat shit and die you're a waste of life anyway he fights when he's drug which makes it ok she gets her free drinks when she looks a certain way you walk like an asshole you talk like an asshole your future will be full of abuse die die die eat shit and die i can't listen to a thing you say die die die eat shit and die you're a waste of life anyway you waste all your money on fucking pointless things you waste all your time telling us where you've just been your mindset is worthless your mindset is worthless but your too busy being a tool die die die eat shit and die i can't listen to a thing you say die die die eat shit and die you're a waste of life anyway you only live once is a social disaster why isn't death finding you faster well i've got your crown your empire will fall we'll finally be rid of them all die die die eat shit and die i can't listen to a thing you say die die die eat shit and die you'r a waste of life anyway i'd rather pull my nails out one at a time i'd rather stick hot pokers in my eyes torture sounds better, torture sounds better than having to put up with you
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12.
On The Outs 02:02
sleeping on the cold dark ledge i'd rather shank my celly while he's laying cozy on his bed and as they dragged me down the hall i grabbed guards keys, i dare not miss my call standing on this roof, i threw me off for this ever deserving fall and with my broken ankle stumbling away i finally made it to the outs today finally set free fuck the system the outs are for me finally set free fuck the system the outs are for me look who i've become, creeping in the shadows plotting my revenge, i swear if i get caught it's off to the pen finished what i started, what i set out to do this time it's more than a knife piercing through finally set free fuck the system the outs are for me finally set free fuck the system the outs are for the free i'm in the holding cell probably won't make bail i'm sick of all these pigs and their fucking tall tales and if i make it to the outs, to the outs today i'll be laughing as your life's floating away
13.
What For? 03:59
I'm gathering up all you pigs cause you seem to be cut loose and the rope is set tight when your neck is in the noose then i'm gonna hang you up from fifty stories high so everyone can watch the life drain out your helpless eyes I'm gathering up all you pigs cause you seem to be cut loose and the rope is set tight when your neck is in the noose then i'm gonna hang you up from fifty stories high so everyone can watch the life drain out your helpless eyes the story is out the news is tellin' lies rather lose all doubt than kill and terrorize we've seen this all before, it's happening once more we ask what for, we ask what for I'm gathering up all you pigs cause you seem to be cut loose and the rope is set tight when your neck is in the noose then i'm gonna hang you up from fifty stories high so everyone can watch the life drain out your helpless eyes so here we are, face to face i've done nothin' wrong yet you threaten to taze me unless i get down and place my hands on my head but i know if i do, i'm as good as dead you said i have rights, and yet they're refused take one off for us and another for you you said i have rights, and yet they're refused take one off for us and another for you he chased me through this alley following his precious merchandise that's when i threw the pig in for a deep surprise i pulled out my knife, shimmered in the night sky thats when i stabbed him numerously in the chest and side in the cold glare of his friends stared back at me they could tell i was serious and the blood ran to his feet and he soon figured out that this wasn't for pretend as i took the knife and plunged it straight into him i knelt down and grabbed his badge and held it proud and high so everyone could see that i had claimed my prize i knelt down and grabbed his badge and held it proud and high so everyone could see that i had claimed my prize riot
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i walked that street now i stare at the ceiling an hours a minute and a days a week and these faces, they're all the same blind looking, zero listening, and i'm to blame? nothing ever matters cause what matters has been shattered i could jump out the window, step in front of the subway, i could take a bullet for personal gain lifeless and homeless and left alone like a rotting carcass left in a hole the same old premise, i never had control that changes tonight, so i finally write the last chapter to my life i was in shackles before i even got out i was kicked while i was still on the ground still got the taste of blood in my mouth the truth hurts but thats how i found out nothing ever matters cause what matters has been shattered thanks sad world for the little you taught not enough to stick around but enough to keep me running lifeless and homeless and left alone like a rotting carcass left in a hole the same old premise, i never had control that changes tonight, so i finally write the last chapter to my life if i ever had a chance to rewrite my past, i'd be stuck in my tracks i never had a chance

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released August 22, 2013

Recorded at Maple Shades Studio by Andy Chayer
Mastered by Simon Katz
Artwork by Sean David Williams

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